there you go again, always assuming the worst of me. im not a slut. ok whatever, you didnt “say” that. but the fact that you actually THOUGHT it and that you had the nerve to tell me, yea great job. I havent even thought about him like that, nor do i ever want to ever again. it’s been 2 years. first off, i think he’s ugly and fat, second, im not a slut. like i already said.. “i don’t feel appreicated” yea bullshit. I don’t feel like i even mean anything to you.
i know i talk about you too much, but regardless. i cant just hold it in all the time and make you think i’m on drugs. thats why i just gottaletitoutbitches.;)
Why the fuck are you making me buy something I don’t want. And why the fuck would I let you choose something I’m gonna pay for. Oh yea that’s right. Cause apparently I’m an irresponsible person who puts her phone in her pocket like EVERYONE ELSE you dumbass. I’m tired of you treating me like crap and I’m even more tired of you treating him like crap. You’re supposed to love us and be rational and actually LISTEN but all you do is tell us how we give you attitudes when first off, you have more of an anger issue than anyone I know. You somehow ALWAYS ruin my mornings, every time I say something you put me down and when I shut up or don’t talk back, you get mad. What the hell. I hate it here. I can’t wait for next year when I can finally move out and get my own place.
im soo tired. cfa is working me TOO DAMN much. im so effing tired. last week, i worked thursday night (went an hour past my time), then i worked almost 12 hours friday, then i worked saturday (still had to go out that night) then yesterday we had that dumb meeting (then still went out that night after the meeting), and today, A hates me so effing much, she made me do all this shit for her. M was jsut standing there with her ugly ass hair and t-rex hands talking to people who obviously did not want to be talked to. then this week, i work 30 hours. not including the hours i may have to stay over cause they need help.
i hate the world right now. i think my period is about to start and thats why im like this. fuck the police. i wanna just be able to sleep and eat at a regular time. i signed up part time cause im still in school. to add to that mess, i have a quiz due this weekend, a midterm due this weekend and a paper due this weekend. where has my life gone. seriously. then i have a hist test next week.
i hate everyone. love or hate, i still gottaletitoutbitches ;)
peace… jk, i hate everyone.
This morning (aka, an hour ago) I hit a curb while going into a parking lot. I went to go get gas at sams and I figured I might check to see if my hubcap was still on. I honestly did not think it would be gone, I just thought it might be funny. I check, and voila. It’s gone.
After I got gas, I went back to the parking lot wth the curb I hit and there it wAs. My hubcap lying perfectly in the grass where it fell off. I parked and got out of the car laughing soo much. I picked it up and walked back in. I couldn’t stop laughing.
Have a nice day :)
Gosh today was such along day, yet all I did was work and go to a friends birthday party. tired. Super tired. It was a good day though. Day day day. Haha anyways, I don’t know if I likedoing dining room. Last time I did it, there was no one there. This time, there were so many people by idk, time went by sooo fast. There was always something to do and always something that needed to be done. I just ddnt feel lik being up front. Freaking m. I don’t like her at all and j hope she gets fired. Sigh. So annoying. Anyways, then I went to subway again with I. I feel like he has so much hurt that he can’t ever fully love/trust anyone. It makes me really sad. I feel like I’m already one of the few people he opens up to. Might see him tomorrow (aka today) and thennn I got a carwash FINALLyYyyyYYyyyyyyyy. Car was dirty af.
Got home, ligo super quick. Left to go to jeans. That was fun. Highlight was definitely getting to talk to k. Funny how things turn out, eh? Not really, but God is just so crazy to give us situations like this to boggle our minds and mess with us. Hehehehohhohoho. Anyways, I’m really glad to call him my friend. Very very glad. We have so much I common to yak about and I always feel like there’s no boring conversation. Can’t believe how close we are. Haha
Now I’m home and I can’t sleep. C keeps disappearing. Kind of annoying, but is ok. I understand he’s busy. anyways, goodnight tumblr.
Day updates or monthly ones, you alwas gottaletitoutbitches.
i dont know what to blog about, but theres alot on my mind. dunno why though.. first of all, idk why i was so annoyed at c last night. i feel bad for ebing annoyed, but he was just being annoying and i wanted to fight him. period. i think…. second, i really dont wanna go to school/work today. im super tired and i wanna sleep but i cant. third, im super nervous to go to work today. im gonna screw up so bad T___T fourth, i cant wait for this weekend. i keep inviting people cause no ones replying so i kepe thinking no ones coming…….. fifth, i cant believe how much free time i have in terms of school.. haha i mean, yea i have stuff to do, but i spend so much time in the library that i get everythin done and i feel like im missing something, but im really not. or ammmmmmm EYYYYEEEE…….. sixth, sometimes i feel like a counselor. last night when a and k talked to me. not to mention all the other times he tries to talk to me bout something, idk. sometimes, i feel like im not hte right person to be giving advice, but i really do speak form my heart and what i believe is right. not holding back. seventh, i miss my other k terribly. if she’s reading this, just come here. hahaha
dunno what else is on my mind. sex. JK. haha i just gottaletitoutbitches ;)
today was just too much.. too much