angels and blame
i dont get it. my cd that EYE made is MINE. dont judge me on what i put on it. dont say ive changed becuase i never have. im sorry i cant be an mjs or an angel, ITS NOT ME. i know i know you THINK im like that. but im sorry pops! im not. i dont understnad why you cant just accept people for who they are instead of just trying to listen. thats the reason why me and nico dont tell you ish. not all the ish at least. you dont know who i am becuase you dont listen. you get mad all the time. you dont get it. i mean.. i KNOW you understand what its like to be a teenager. i just dont get why you accept the fact that im NOT what you want me to be. im sorry. as much as I DONT GIVE A SHIT… im still sorry :/
what can i say? i cant stand you blaming everything that i am on COLLEGE. I WAS LIKE THIS BEFORE YOU DUMBASS. you just never got a chance to know the real, beautiful me. your loss.
i gottaletitoutbitches ;)
peace.
true love waits.
praise God for answered prayers and affirmations. forreal. uggzzz God is so great.
chores and pain.
just for an update.. ahhh im so lazy
school: SIKE! DASRIGHT BITCH
family: i know ive been away from them for so long, and i missed them sooo much. its hard being back home too. ahhaha having to do chores again (nbd doe) blablhablhabalhabl
friends: you bitches.. WE BETTER HANGOUT SOON. im bored as hell. not really. haha i just miss you guys.
faith: its hard. i should be doing something about it, but i feel like theres nothing much to do so im pretty much stagnant. uggzzz.. it cant stay the same forever
love: painful. nothing else i can say. look at my other posts for this. haha it hurts :’( being away from the person you love most and not being able to talk to them BLAHABLAHABLAHABLA ive alrealdy said it all.
DASSIT! haha got nothin else to say.. you cant stay silent forever doe. you just gottaletitoutbitches ;)
peace.
BORED BORED BORED
america and provinces.
i miss you.. idk how we’re doing this apart, but i sure am proud of us for doing it. shoo… UUGZZZ COME BACK TO AMERICA. at least then, we can actually talk. i havent heard your voice in what seems like forever. i already forgot what you sound like. jk. i cant even TEXT you. no stupid signal in the province.. please let me see your face again :/ i keep looking at your fb and shit just so i can pretend youre with me. shit i hate crying……….. i can barely see the screen. i really miss you.
cant say it enough… i wish you didnt have to go to the philippines. at least not the first month of being away from each other. then, when you come back, ill probably be gone in jersey. idk when im gonna see you again :((
next time will prob be in new york for conference… DO YOU KNOW HOW LONG THAT IS??? :/ exactly two and a half months… thats too long bebez :((
gottaletitioubitches. whatever..
Maroon 5
"Moves Like Jagger (feat. Christina Aguilera)"
just for you. got them moves like faggot NAWMSAYN. bob sagget. racket. jacket.
(Source: skelleteen)
blogs and goodbyes.
dang its beeen so long since i’ve actuallly had a chance to blog. clog. anyways. UGGGZZZZ i miss you too much. been crying! haha no really doe, it hurts me so much knowing youre gonna be half way around the world for a month and a half and i probably wont get to see you till end of july. come visit me faggot. words cannot express the pain of having to leave the one you love and having to say goodbye to them. whether its a few hours, a day, 2 months, 5 years. anytime a goodbye is said, its hurts so much. never have i ever felt like this before. praise God for the gift of you. prpaise God for the love he’s allowed us to experience. i love you so much. sososooo much.
i hope you get on and read this. ahha so glad i got to show you all my other blogs last night. LOVE YOU LIKE NO OTHER. YOU LITTLE MOTHER FCKER. LALALALA :8B
anyways, ima blog bout being home latuurrzzz… i gotta go do some stuff.
you cant keep all these feelings inside. you gottaletitoutbitches ;)
peace.
Lent
no tumblr.
twitter, eh. might as well. not like it distracts me anyways.
GOODBYE WORLD
Agendas and nutrition.
schoool can go suck my dick. SIKE! i dont have a vagina. wut?
forreal doe. im so tired of school here. i hate it. i thought i was done with all that studying shit last week but BOY was i wrong. sleeping in class is NOT helping. agenda for this week: teach myself two chapters of A&P. lab reports. nutrition hw. bioethics reading. TOO MUCH. dafuck. ANYWAYS. im done.
school ish too, i just gottaletitoutbitches ;)
peace
Loving someone who doesn’t love u back is like hugging a cactus… The tighter u hold on, the more it’s going to hurt.
das real doe.
shut. up.
you are so FUCKING annoying. live your own life. do what YOU want and stop asking me to baby you.
Nikked and fathom.
i know ive prob already written a post about this topic and this subject and to this certian person. haters shut up. keanna. go away. HAR HAR
im blessed. you being in my life has been so life chagning and beautiful that…. i dont even know. what i said to you last night and this past weekend was 4REELZ. no joking. no cheesy. no made up stories. all legit from the heart. i love you. no one, not even us, can even comprehend the relationship we have or the feelings we have for each other. NO ONE. NOT EVEN US. i dont get it. weve seen each other butt ass nikked. weve done nasty. but weve also cried together, had heart to hearts, and. yea. no one else understands me the way you do. tlaking to other people, i feel like no one can fathom the way i feel. la la love lalaloveee la la lovee makes the WORLD GO ROUND. i cant even believe myself how or why we’ve gotten so close. God really pu tyou in my life for a FREAKING REASON. my home away from home <3 cant believe it. seriously.
happy valentines day bebez
uugghhh i hate all these freaking lovey dovey posts. WHO CARES. i gottaletitoutbitches. DAS RIGHT.
peace ;)
NIGHTNIGHT by DEDDY
